So FaR aWaY...!!!

written by Iz

Everyone is so close now but they're gonna be so far away, eventually.

I have finished my Introductory Literature Written Assignment which I was paired with Adam. Everything went smoothly as I anticipated. Now, there's only one more task to be done which is BPiE Take Home Test so that I can relax a bit and start my revision, which I think mostly would be about reading literature materials. I need to read more and fast because TSL082 (which is the course code for Introductory Literature I doubt people know) will be our first paper...!!!

Let's not talk about assignments no more as it would reach the end of its lifetime. Bubye Mr. Assignments...!!!

I still remember one of my earliest post back in May 2009 where I reincarnated my blog which was left unscathed for 2 whole years. I decided to rejuvenate my blog because I've been chosen as one of the students of ASASI TESL in UiTM Shah Alam. Who knows time can be flying really rapidly as we have finally reached the end of our ASASI TESL moment in time.

Being a university student for the very first time in my life has taught me a lot of things. Here, I found enemies friends. Friends that I never thought I would ever have. Some are really good to me, some care, some don't. When you have these friends around you, even the hardest burden in the world can be the lightest joy of all.

I was in my own lair all the while before I came here. Here, I learn to be more and more open to my friends. I am an open kind of person, I would never hesitate to share with friends about a little piece of my mind about anything everything. But, having so many understanding friends gave me the courage to tell them about my deepest and darkest big fat little secret, which was unsurprisingly predictable to them.

What I anticipated was wrong. The thought that they would isolate me from being their friends was bull...!!! I must say, without their support I would be nothing and I would fall down hard...!!! Things were still the same after the incident of me coming clean about everything. Even I made some wrong decisions throughout the whole time I'm being the Merantians. Things I have regretted as they just didn't worked out as I planned. Guys, I'm so sorry for backing out on you when the time you need me the most. It was so selfish of me to just run away and move to another.

Being the remembrance, I can still remember what has been happening from the very first day of being an ASASIan. I still remember Abe (which I called him Najmi at the time) said that he actually wanted to be a doctor in his Kelantanese slang, Lee asked me which form to fill, the first group I ever formed for Grammar presentation with Fafay, Hanis and Eja, the first day of entering 1C class where Bombay got himself wet with sweat due to the hot weather (stop that dirty mind of yours), being in the first lecture which was Miss Z's very first College Writing class, being appointed as the Class Rep of 1C, being infected with Dengue virus, being appointed as the President of the ASASIans, being appointed as the Class Rep of 2B, to get the best CSS Presentation, being in the most hectic and non-stop-fun drama group, etc. So many sweet memories which I can't express any more in words.

As people around me are complaining of the coming-to-an-end 2nd semester, I too feel the same vibe. Guys, I'll be missing you...!!!