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OMG...!!! How I wish I have this kind of cake for my upcoming birthday.
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Before that, I would like to wish Happy 11th Birthday to my youngest sister, Masyitah Zulaikha.
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Well, back to the topic (sorry for digressing). It was such an unfortunate event as my sister won't be celebrating her 11th birthday. As for me, it's nothing new. People might find this odd, but going through 18 going on 19 years of my life, I only celebrated my birthday twice. The first one they got me a "congkak", and the second one my Mom gave me some money so I can find my own cake at the bakery. Yeah, birthday is not our thing. At least, not for my family. I see all my cousins celebrate their birthday every year, having a feast every time the day comes.
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I don't know why but my parents never seem to care about their children's birthday. Maybe it's just an indicator that their children get another year older. Yes, they remember the dates and wish us happy birthday, but never a celebration.
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It moves me to see my friends celebrating their birthdays. I can't help but to envy them.
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As I get older, I feel the need to be loved more and more. Apparently, I don't get that from my family. As if we were obligated to love one another because we are family. There's no such affection and expression of love. I never feel the love in this house.
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I feel sorry for my sister because her 11th birthday will be meaningless as it is just another ordinary day. I didn't really care about birthday either when I was small, but as I get older I feel sorry for my childhood because there was no such memory, and I can't help feeling sorry for myself (no sympathy intended). If I had the power, I wouldn't want my younger siblings to face whatever things that I have faced, but what can I do?
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If my family were not to be bankrupt, I don't think we're gonna have a celebration anyway. I have foreshadowed that the very same thing will happen on my birthday. At least, I will get birthday wishes from my friends on Facebook. Not so bad, huh?
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9 comment(s):
hey, be strong iz. ;)
iz, i feel sorry for you.
but believe me, one day everything gonna be just fine.
say my b'day wish to ur sis eyhh.
i hope u x stress sngt abt this problem.
i know u handle this. rite?
and if u need someone to talk to, u can share with ur friends, esp me.
okeyy iz? :)
thanks guys...I'm not affected by all these problems I guess as long as I can express them in my blog...
chillax Iz.
lets celebrate ur birthday in grand thru FB and bloggie !!! :D
well, at least there are people who remember and care about my birthday...huhuhuh XD
yeahhh, betul tu iz. people do care about ur birthday at fb. we do iz. :DD
i guess things like this really make u stronger and more matured kan iz.
but one thing for sure, i really think that in the future u will turn up as a good father . idky but i am very sure of it.
maybe because you had went through all those stuff - you know how it feels. and for sure u don't want your kids to experience the same thing that u had.
i agree with you, alyaa...what doesn't kill us make us stronger...about father thingy, i hope so...don't wanna phrase "like father like son" fall on me...hhuhuhuh XD
suddenly i rase nak dedicate something 4 u :).
inspired by gamba cake yg u post tu.
lagu Ne Yo - Never Knew I Needed
I x tau birthday u bile, tpi i dedicate jugak this song just for u!! :D
hehe, chill oke my friend !
thank you so much thick...huhuh...really appreciate it...
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