aS iZ'S WoRLD TuRNS To a ToTaL BoReDoM...!!!

written by Iz

I feel a tad guilty towards my blog because it has been left out a couple of weeks now. Yeah, there has been nothing going on with my life since the end of ASASI and now I'm in my semester break. How do you expect for me to write about myself when there's not even a speck of interesting event that happened in my life right now?

Well, I have sat for the MEdSI written test. Actually, it was not as similar to the questions in the book, but I'm so relieved that I bought the book in the first place as I've prepared for the things that I need to answer in the test. Well, I'm just gonna pray and keep my fingers cross to hope for the best of my luck.

I'm started to wonder myself, am I fit to be a teacher? I know I've been telling people around me that I want to be a lecturer, but they all are just labels. Let it be teachers, lecturers, tutors, professors and so forth but in the end they all fall in the same category, educators. This MEdSI written test is the only thing that's making me one step away from my dream of pursuing my studies in Degree in TESL.

Basically, I've been told by too many people since I was in high school that I have what it takes to be an educator. Frankly speaking, being an educator was not even in my ambition list since I was small. As time goes by, I used to ask people what I should be when I grow up. Most of them said that I should be a teacher. I didn't really believe them in the first place, but day by day I can see that people won't say things that aren't true. Maybe I couldn't see it myself at that moment, but I think people around me would know and see my true potentials.

Now, I just hope that everything will turn out fine. I have really put everything in this course, I just hope things will get better in time.