CNY oR VaLeNTiNe'S...!!!

First of all, I want to wish Gong Xi Fa Chai to all my Chinese friends out there, hope this year will bring you happiness and luxury...!!!

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I hope I will get angpau from anyone but considering I'm in Shah Alam with the Merantians that are far from home, I don't think I will.ivanjaya.net

Today is also the Valentine's day. I know I shouldn't be talking about this but I think I have to. I don't like Valentine's day, not because it's against Islam (though I somehow against it because of my religion as well) but because I will see people having the people they love most around them, or vice versa.ivanjaya.net

It just reminds me how happy I was when I had someone I loved by my side. What I had with a girl name Iylia Nadhirah was beautiful. She was the one who made me happy, though with the ups and downs we had, where she cheated on me once. It was a joy year, the year 2005.ivanjaya.net

I just don't know why we ended up separated. As I remembered, she was the one who wanted the break-up, because her parents didn't approve of her being with me. I gave her the break-up, which turned out to be a disaster.ivanjaya.net We fought in class, in front of our friends, in front of everyone. It was bad, I was never her good guy anymore. We started to hate each other, throughout the whole of 2006. We were not in the same class starting from 2007 till we finished our SPM.ivanjaya.net

Before the day of our SPM started, I went to see her. I apologize to all the bad things I've done since the day of our break-up. She did the same and I never heard from her since then. Last time I found out from her twin brother (which doesn't even look identical to her) that they both are currently studying in UNISEL, here in Selangor.ivanjaya.net

I want to thank her for giving me one of the most beautiful memories I've had during my 18 going on 19 years of living. After our break-up, I've been trying to hook myself up to few people but to no avail. It's either I don't like them or they don't like me in return.ivanjaya.net

I just wanted to thank her for making me realize about myself right after our separation, but it was not clear until few encounters of the things I never imagined. She is the first and the last girl I have ever fallen in love with. ivanjaya.net

9 comment(s):

ZeLL~LeaH said...

wahh....tiba2 t'igtkan ex pla...hehe

Iz said...

that's what Valentine's day made to single people like me...

Anonymous said...

Amiable dispatch and this enter helped me alot in my college assignement. Say thank you you as your information.

Iz said...

huh...??? (=_=)"

Writer wanna be said...

haha..sape larh anonymous tuh? btw, a sad story.. finally, dpt tau gak ur love story. well, someday someone is going to walk in ur life and then u would know why it didnt work out with the others. hahah..so dont ever say u're only going to be in love once.. think +ve. okay?

Iz said...

motif kan anonymous tu tulis my entry helped him with his assignment...??? actually, there's a reason why i said it in the entry...only few knows why...

bombay said...

hahahaha.,.,.,.iz bercinte????pelikjer.,.,haha.,.,

Iz said...

sebab time aku bercinta dulu ko bwlum wujud lagi dalam hidup aku...tetz~!

Izzaty said...

iz, gempak ah! u pny entry pasal kisah cinte yg sedey pon bole membantu asgment org kan.tabik ah!
misti die kene wat asgment psl love story.haha.

btw, gile sedey cite nih.xpe, u akan jumpe la org yg sesuai dgn u one day.